Just one morning without waking up sick
2 years ago
We lost someone that shouldn’t have been taken. Not a day goes by you don’t cross my mind. I’m still full of questions and hate for the situation. Nothing has been the same without you. Many times I wished it was me instead. Wished to turn back time or just for another day to hear you. My heart will forever have a hole. I wish you could see your nieces, meet Kaia.
One day of relief is all I ask for. No sickness, no pain. It’s hard to get out of bed waking up like this each day.
It’s keakas memorial as well. I’m so sick idk if I could even cry today.
Woke up with strep throat on top of my illness and monthly visit. Fuckkkkk
Trying to figure out what happened to my life, but proud that I’m standing my ground strong.